Monday, 21 March 2022

Review of The Girls Are All So Nice Here, by Laurie Elizabeth Flynn (2021)


 

SLIGHT SPOILERS!

Total page turner.  Explicit and spot on about what can happen in a female friendship where one upmanship and insecurity are the drivers.  When you look for approval in the wrong places, place blame in the wrong places. 

It talkes place at Wesleyan College (USA), and I do love the sub genre of horrible things happening at colleges, as it encompasses thrillers, horror and fantasy, its a great niche - so much can be played with in it.  This is firmly a psychological thriller with a hugely strong female lead voice. She's a very honest narrator, and the ups and downs of her emotional state and her reasonings for how and why she behaves as she does are crystal clear, we are there every step of the way.

For the protagonist you find out why she is vulnerable to this behaviour, being sucked into a need to impress a cruel other girl; for the other girl, you don't find out why she is as she is. You do see what happens and why to their victim/s. Their own innocence gone, they take it from others as revenge and cynical protection of themselves. This is what happens when two damaged and very angry young women get together, and decide other women need to pay a price for their own feelings. It felt very real: the jealousy, the doubting of another's motives and emotions, assuming people are like you or assuming they have perfection when you don't...deciding what others do and don't deserve. The cruelty you are capable of.

It's all very well handled, a back and forth from then to now, and then an ice cold ending.  I really enjoyed this. The protagonist is NOT nice, but so understandable.  And it's really well written, there's some great lines in here.

The making of predators from ordinary women, laid out. Moving through the generations.

Totally recommended!

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(A smaller version of this review is up on my Goodreads feed.)

Monday, 14 March 2022

A Smidge of a Poem for the Day, most days really...

 

I wish I had something to say

I wish I had words for this day

But my voice is raw

And yours matters more

So I’ll sit here quiet, out of the way.

 

©Wendy Harding, March 2022

Tuesday, 1 March 2022

Psychological and other Horrors I Watched Last Year, Part 2

                           


A clue to one of the films...But this pic is Richmond Park, Photo by Tom Shakir on Unsplash

Welcome  to Part 2 of the weird horror/psychological dramas I watched last year.  

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Feeling sad today.  Watching and tracking the course of the Ukraine invasion, for days now.  So angry, so sad.  And Twitter, in particular, can’t help but give you a massive sense of how many Europeans hate all of England now, and will never have us back.  I miss Europe so. Ukraine fights so hard to save itself, and to get into the EU; which is righteous.  And then there’s England – now thought of everywhere as small minded, a joke, a dangerous unsettlement – and I meet enough of us that are. It’s enough to make you lose hope.  Ukraine is this shiny example of caring to fight for your people and your freedom, and we just suckered ours away. Look at the laws the Tories push through Parliament, just yesterday for example… 

I hope the Ukranians win, somehow. They have more spirit than we do. here in this whiny country. Ashamed to be English, so much of the time.

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To the unreal horrors. As usual, there may well be massive spoilers.

The Assistant (Julie Garner - 2019)
About Harvey Weinstein and men like him without saying so.  ‘Him’.  A horror film about the normalisation and everydayness of dehumanisation, in circumstances where we cease to see certain people as people.  The heroine loses her soul.  Also, offices helped take it; as they do. Hardly any soundtrack, just the drone of office equipment; enough to steal your mind on a good day, let alone a morally ambiguous one.

Saint Maud (2019)
Hmmmm.  Seriously weird, and very watchable.  Adore that God spoke in Welsh.  As of course, God should.  Soundtrack reminiscent of Hereditary, in that it was disturbing and I loved it. Very very strange film about religious nutteriness, and how you shouldn’t believe omens and portentous sexually repressed feelings that start off as sightings of hallucinatory big beetles. It’s only a horror film because of the last 7 minutes. Really it’s a psychological drama, a beetle on the wall about a psychotic break.

Innocence (2013)
Another random rather excellent film watch.  I liked the picture on Prime. The minute it started, with a girl going to an elite boarding school, and it having a sort of overly atmospheric air to it, I was thinking – Suspiria, they’re all witches – I wasn’t far wrong: lamias, stealing youth from virgins with their blood.  With a premise like that, you just have to go a bit gothic, and very floaty and Story of O pastels all at the same time.  And Tomandandy did the music – you can’t really go wrong.  This was both shallow and extremely silly and totally and utterly beautifully filmed and a bit wonderful.  Based on a book.  I wonder if the book is as good.  [No, I didn’t find it so – later that year.]


Emma Wants to Live (documentary - real, 2016)
Interesting and so sad look at a Dutch girl dying of anorexia.  There’s no happy ending, there’s just her thin bone body and what ends up as the shape of her face: these huge eyes and skull with flesh only really in any muchness around the side of her eyes.  She had no muscle, no tissue. The disease that made her not eat, ate her. Those taking care of her, survivors themselves – and how strong and solid of them to be able to do it, they commented on the power of the disease, controlling her till the last.  And, tellingly, how merciful it was she left home to die, so her family could live, as her disease ran them as well as her, as diseases do.  I knew anorexia was powerful, but just this very unmedical look at it, and I feel I understand more. I wonder if this film will save any lives?  If it maybe has?  Or if for everyone who watches it it’s already too late? Like Thinner?

In the Earth (Ben Wheatley - 2021)
(Bat shit.  I wonder if it will offend other pagans or witches? It was good, but not as good as it could have been.  Pacing problem after the very funny Reece Shearsmith segment.  Music not as immersive as it could have been.  Me worrying if they actually played all that loud noise to the woods, and did it piss off or upset the woods? Everyone was a great actor in this, and loved that the main 2 characters weren’t white.  Nice change. Was Alma possessed by the woods at the end or was she simply doing her job in a traumatised situation when they were still having mushroom flashbacks, offering to lead him out of the forest? Weird and not quite as wonderful as I had hoped considering how much I love A Field in England.  Midsommer was better.

Censor (2021)
(Really mad.  Used the same Chernobyl theme as A Field in England; and had Michael Smiley [amazingly creepy cameo], which In the Earth also didn’t, but A Field in England did, so it was a good pairing of films, they felt related.  Niamh Algar was amazing, her thinking acting was …strong! I enjoyed this a lot, very atmospheric. A film about video nasties and a woman disintegrating from guilt at the incident of her sister disappearing when they were children, and she thought it was her fault.

Dark Eyes AKA Satan’s Mistress AKA Demon Rage AKA Demon Seed (but not that one)

Saw this back in 1982 when it was released, though it was made ‘78 or ‘79. I remember loving it hugely, though watching it now I’m not totally sure why.  Much chestiness from Lana Ward, and how could I forget Britt Ekland and John Carradine were also in this? Kabir Bedi almost does the best acting just looking pent up and longing/cross. I like the totally overdone music and the endless sea shots?  Maybe it’s overdoneness was why I liked it? I think I was mentally a very melodramatic teen.  Mentally mental.

Carmilla (2020, Hannah Rae)
(Amazing!  Really dreamy and strange, 70s-ish. Really felt like it was one of those BBC2 Christmas horrors from the early 70s, except it wasn’t and had many sensibilities of now. Why the lonely girl wasn’t just allowed to get on kissing the other girl and being actually happy, and was instead punished so permanently by the sex starved governess companion….grrrrr, in WendyWorld that woman …well, I would have had a really long conversation with her about why she’s so nasty and judgemental. It was all so needless.  And beautifully filmed – full of countryside and ideas of England from my childhood: lanes with overhanging trees, dreams of the south, warm sunshine, leaves in the wind.  It was its own little world, that went wrong for all the characters.  English people: never satisfied!

The Thing (1982)
AGAIN! Icky perfection.  I am Clarke, in it, I realised.  I would be consistently more concerned about harm to the dogs. Stanley  pointed out how large Mac’s hat is – I had never noticed how huge it is, now I can’t unnotice. It’s going to pull my attention every single time I subsequently watch this.  Tsk.

The Nanny (1965)
Quite sad.  The boy was wrong, but then right about the nanny being a killer; it was more a psychological horror about consequences.  Pamela Franklin is always good to see, and was very perky and unflappable here. Had never seen Wendy Craig do serious; felt sorry for her character – I identified with her givey-uppy floppiness.

The Omen (1976)
AGAIN! Still excellent.  Though can’t help thinking of the child abuse angle watching it now, and that maybe Damien wasn’t the Antichrist, and maybe Billie Whitelaw was the sanest person in the whole film, ferociously protecting her charge from the insane nutters that his parents and other adults became…! Though have to note this interpretation doesn’t explain her turning up unannounced; or the telepathic dogs…

Itsy Bitsy (2019)
A film only incidentally about a really big spider.  (But Fry still wouldn’t watch it with me; he really hates the Large Spiders.)  Mostly it was actually about PTSD and grief and pill addiction.  And it made me cry near the end, very sad.

Nocturne (2018 – not the one about the school)
This was really a good surprise – it was excellent!  Echoes of The Evil Dead, of Triangle and the Buffy Halloween episode where they got stuck in the horror house; and the episode in the basement of the school where Spike could see Buffy but the others couldn’t, so that he was having 2 conversations.  Also, the possession wasn’t about effects but manner, behaviour and creepy Bible quoting. Really impressed, everyone was excellent.  And it didn’t explain what was going on at all, you just had to work it out.  What was Hank to Jo?  Boyfriend, step dad? How long does Jo get stuck in the loop – does she remember it after she goes in the house the second time?  And Liam and Jo weren’t together at any point, they were friends only, yes? Still wondering – may watch again.

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And that’s it for the horror/psychological stuff I saw last year – there was more, but I didn’t note enough to remember them by. Hope you enjoyed and were made curious by what you read.  Despite my shameless spoilering, they are all worth watching – go see for yourself…

 

Next up, some art I think - but not this one.  This one is here simply for beauty, and topicality...  See you next time.


 Van Gogh's 'Sunflowers', attrib: Bibi Saint-Pol, 

Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons